Love or hate (micro blog)

If you ask what do I seek? Love

If you ask what I love? Hate

What this means is I want you to love me but I’m more than fine if you hate me. I want you to love what I do, love what I stand for, basically every aspect of me.

But I love being hated too. Hate is stronger than love. It spreads faster than love. There are more people bitching about someone than there are people highlighting the good in these them.

Now if you ask me to choose 1 from the 2.

I’ll choose hate (wrt profession) as it’ll make more people get to know of what I’m . Although this will be negative publicity. But if I’m as good as I’m then I’m certain I’ll change their opinion.

Personally I ofcourse prefer love

So hate me or love me

I love you

-ChoubeySahab

Habits are more difficult to remove than to form (micro blog)

I always searched for ways to put in good habits into me. I even managed to pick up some good habits like writing one blog everyday. It isn’t easy to pick up and then keep up a habit.

But you know it’s even more difficult to remove a habit. Like I was obsessed with my pillow. I did not use any other pillow than mine. But now I figured out that it is better to sleep without a pillow.

So it’s been a few days that I’ve been trying to remove this habit of taking a pillow. I go to sleep without a pillow. But now it is really difficult for me to fall asleep.

More often than not, I take a pillow half way through the night. So as to ensure that I get the sufficient amount of sleep.

I don’t want to take a pillow but it is ridiculously difficult for me to sleep without a pillow.

So removing a habit is far more difficult than forming one.

What habit do you want to remove?

-ChoubeySahab

Letting go (micro blog)

It’s been quite a while that I’ve been thinking about this. When should I hold firm and when should I let go.

There are times when I get too attached to a person or thing that I never want to let them go.

But then I ask is myself- is holding firm actually the right thing to do or am I just being emotional about it.

Like my mum was about to throw off my old diary as it was all filled up. But little did she know that that diary has my thoughts, my feelings penned in them.

So I didn’t let her throw it off. But now I think I myself don’t open that diary anymore then why keep it. Why not let it go.

The diary must be feeling bored-sitting in cupboard for so long. It deserves to be opened. It needs to better know this world. It sure doesn’t want to be with me anymore.

So I’ve decided to let go of that diary. I know it will be difficult for me and for the diary even as now it will have to go through the rough process of recycling.

But I’m optimistic, at the end of all this it will again be converted to a new dairy.

I just hope it finds a writer as good as me.

-ChoubeySahab

Corruption is good (micro blog)

Whaaaat? Corruption is evil. How can corruption be good?

Well corruption is good to me. It is the easier and cheaper way out. Like I was about to get challaned for not wearing the seat belt. My father gave the cop ¼th of the challan amount and we were let off.

You see we saved money and time. I’m not advocating breaking rules. I’m just saying that curruption is the easier way out.

Like we needed to get permit to do construction in an unauthorised place, cops constantly kept annoying us but then we bribed them and no one said a word thereafter.

Ok so now that you already hate me for giving into corruption. You need to understand that even the politicians who handle our tax money are currupt.

So even if I paid the full challan then that money would most probably end in a politician’s mattress.

I see no wrong in spending our money wisely.

What is your opinion about corruption?

-ChoubeySahab

Earning money vs earning a name (micro blog)

Earning money is a necessity to survive. No one can buy food and clothes without money. But is money all one needs to earn.

I believe earning a name/respect in the society is equally important. Do people respect you for what you do? Is there any uniqueness in what you do? Are people excited about you? Are people willing to support you for something?

If the answer to all of these is yes then congrats champ! you are in the process of earning a name in the society.

This hit me when our school principal walked into our class to talk to us about money. She told us that it is incredibly easy to earn money these days, if you have it in you then show me by earning a name because that’s what is difficult.

That day I decided that I will always try to do things which others are scared of doing. This would give me uniqueness and hence a name in society in the long run.

What makes you unique?

How do you plan to earn a name?

-ChoubeySahab

Milestone (50th micro blog)

Everyone has goals. Like you may want to top your class or get into a good college or get your dream job.

But milestones are somewhat different from goals. Milestones are achieved on the way of achieving your goals.

Milestones are like checkpoints on the way to your destination (goal). Today we’ve reached one such checkpoint. We have completed 50 micro blogs in 50 days.

You must be wondering why am I using “we” instead of “I”. This is because it would not have been possible without you.

If you didn’t critically rate my blogs everyday, if you didn’t put your perspective forward , if you didn’t give me ideas to write on- we wouldn’t be standing here.

50 is just the first checkpoint. There are many to come.

But what’s the destination you ask

We don’t have a destination, we’re here for these checkpoints.

So let’s celebrate each milestone as if we reached our goal.

Thank you for everything

With love

-ChoubeySahab

Why “I do give a fuck” for what people say? (micro blog)

There are quotes on Instagram which say “You should not give a fuck for others opinion about you” but I don’t believe this.

I believe that to be of any value to anyone, you need to care for what they think of you.

Like I constantly try to seek feedback on these micro blogs from you. It is because I’m not writing these for my own self. I’m writing for you. I need to know what opinion you have about my blogs in order to serve better blogs in future.

If I just kept writing about whatever topic I like or just my interests then there is a high possibility that you would not be interested.

I do give a fuck for whether you love or hate me.

I value your opinion and about me.

I try to get your opinion close to my opinion about myself.

But your opinion will always be supreme to me regardless of what I think of myself.

-ChoubeySahab

When should I die? (micro blog)

I’ve been thinking about this. What if someday god appears and asks me when do you want to die then what will I answer.

Do I want to live forever? No

Do I want to die before turning old? Nah, my retirement plans are all set.

Then when do I want to die.

I think, I’ll choose to die on the day when my name is big enough for my grandchildren to tell their grandchildren with emmense pride that they have my blood flowing in their viens.

I be mortal the day my name is rendered immortal

When do you plan to die?

-ChoubeySahab

Why I don’t meditate (micro blog)

I always believed meditation can help one get better. I tried my hand at it under the guidance of a tutor who complimented me for doing it well at such an early stage.

But I don’t meditate now. Why?

Because it calms my brain down. It silences the rukus inside my head. Yeah this is the reason why I stopped doing it.

You would say that a calm mind is desirable. Agree, it is desired by most but not me.

I know what a calm head feels like and to me it just doesn’t feel good. I like my head firing up with thoughts.

I’m ok if my head bursts open because of excessive thoughts but what I can’t tolerate is a vacant mind.

This is one area where I think that I’m wrong and I’m ok being wrong.

What do you think of meditation?

-ChoubeySahab

Why security sucks? (Micro blog)

By security I mean the safe way of doing anything. We always prefer the safer path. Like we go to school then college then a job. The life goal of most of you looks somewhat like this. Doesn’t it?

This is the safe way of living life and there’s nothing wrong in it. But I play it differently, my life goals don’t look like that. I like doing what most won’t. I like putting everything on the line for what I want.

I like the thrill of it. Either you give your best or you are fucking thrown out of the game. There’s no safety in there. You can end up broke. It’s a win all-loose all game.

To me the safe path sucks.

1 life, why play it safe?

-ChoubeySahab