Why I don’t meditate (micro blog)

I always believed meditation can help one get better. I tried my hand at it under the guidance of a tutor who complimented me for doing it well at such an early stage.

But I don’t meditate now. Why?

Because it calms my brain down. It silences the rukus inside my head. Yeah this is the reason why I stopped doing it.

You would say that a calm mind is desirable. Agree, it is desired by most but not me.

I know what a calm head feels like and to me it just doesn’t feel good. I like my head firing up with thoughts.

I’m ok if my head bursts open because of excessive thoughts but what I can’t tolerate is a vacant mind.

This is one area where I think that I’m wrong and I’m ok being wrong.

What do you think of meditation?

-ChoubeySahab