Ideal self vs real self (micro blog)

Writing this blog is difficult for me. You know why? Because my real self doesn’t want to write anything while my ideal self knows that I’ve to write a blog everyday, come what may.

My real self is too sad to think about any topic and pen my thoughts on it but my ideal self knows how to force words out of my mind to be produced in front of you.

This is a serious dichotomy of the situation. I want to keep up with my ideal self but how can I not acknowledge how hurt my real self is.

Honestly, I don’t know what choice one should make. Noone knows everything. Same holds for me.

But here I’m choosing my ideal self by writing this blog while not wanting to write a single word.

Dear reader, please value these words. Each word above didn’t just come out. It had to be forced out of me. So do rate this blog accordingly.

-ChoubeySahab